Scream

I’ll take the risk yeah I’ll jump to the sky even though I know that I may fall anytime
But what will I be if I never dream, my life would be like one long, distant scream
And I feel myself falling again and this time there is no one in sight that will catch me
So I call out to the people around me and say something that will change the game plan
But please don’t be angry with me because I’m down to my very last leg now

You bring me to tears, you bring me to life but I can’t hide this feeling much longer
My lungs will explode and my heart will implode if you put me through much more of this
So please understand with this one very last kiss I give to while I place a soft tear on your lip
And the rose that you gave me got left in the corner when I turned and left you that day
It melted away just like ice in the summer and I curl up and cry for all that i have lost

Although I will miss you forever, every day and the pain and loss I feel may never go away
I still don’t regret the decisions I’ve made, the heartaches I’ve felt and the lies I have told
Believe me or not, I’m not trying to please, I’m just trying to live my life sort of pleasantly
This isn’t a break-up, we’re not like that at all, but you sure once were my very best friend
I hope that one day you will see what I did and you will come back to me and accept my plea

 

But for now I am breaking and I must let go, I cannot tear off my arm just for you to know

How you are hurting me by saying you don’t care, I would never say that to you for the fear

That maybe, just maybe I would hurt your delicate heart but I guess that was the very last

Thing on your mind and feeling you felt, you thought it would be okay to just throw me away

But now it will haunt you and you will remember and you will regret all the stories, untold.

Blame

Can you feel it in my heart?
Can you see it in my chest?
And I hope you understand
That I’m blamin’ you for this

Did you think that I wouldn’t
Even care about the things that
You say and claim to be a part
Of your dark and twisted past?

 

I hope that you don’t mind
If I break your heart tonight
Just like you’ve done
A thousand times again, again

Can you feel it in my heart?
Can you see it in my chest?
And I hope you understand
That I’m blamin’ you for this

Baby I don’t need your excuses
To tell me how wrong I was
I know now that I was stupid
For trusting you with me

So take all your emotions
And take all that you care of
Because I’m finding it hard
To accept your sorry words

Don’t think that I have broken
From the lies and the mistakes
It has only made me stronger
In my weakest state.

Can you feel it in my heart?
Can you see it in my chest?
And I hope you understand
That I’m blamin’ you for this

And I hope you understand

That I’m letting go of us.