Silently, I sit and watch from a far
I say nothing from fear of letting something slip
They must not know the pain I feel
As if I’m looking through a pane of glass
I wish that he could understand
I long from him to see how I wish he were mine
A pang of jealousy runs through me
But still, I remain silent ‘cuz I know it just can’t be
They laugh and play, unaware of me
Pain consumes me and my every thought
A lone tear slips past my lashes
I cannot help myself this time
Never will I be able to hold him as my own
I’ve lost the one I truly love and it’ll never be known
And so I must live though countless
Every time I remember he’ll never be mine
And so today, I realise
That it is time for me to say goodbye
To both a very old and dear friend
And the boy that I will always love
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