Dear Diary

Dear Diary

I saw him again today. Of course he didn’t see me, he never does. If I could have one wish come true, it would be that he would notice me. I never believed in love at first until I saw him. He was my first love. The second I laid eyes on him, I swore that I would not rest until he was mine. I’ve been working hard at it, but he’s just so… so… distant. And the other day, when I overheard him on the phone, he was talking to someone about how alone he felt. If only he knew. If only he knew how much I cared. If only he knew what I think of him. If only he knew that I cared. One day I will break all his barriers and we will be together. Until then I will continue to watch from a far. I believe that everything will be fine, some day. I just wish that someday would be today. One day, someday, he will be mine. I promise that right here, right now.

Diary, I love him. I know how strange it is, that I’m in love with a person who hardly knows my name, but I do. I love him. I love him more than anything I’ve ever loved in my life.

One day, I’ll have him all to myself, but for now, I’ve just got to live my life and act as normal as possible. Normal people sleep, which is what I am going to try and do now, not that it’s been easy lately.

Goodnight Diary, I hope tomorrow is a better day.