Illusion of my Heart

I sit here today with all the joy and the pain and the memories of yesterday

I wish I could change how I’m feeling inside but it’s permanently there

And I wanna thank you for all the good times when we shared and cared

And I let a tear slide down my face and I let go of the regrets and mistakes

 

My old blue guitar sits snug on my leg as I jam out to your old favorite song

For a moment you’re here with me once again but I realize it’s just an illusion of my heart

Because if you were here and watching me with my old guitar sitting snug on my leg
You would surely have cried at the sight
 
I remember all the feelings remember all the times that you made me smile
I remember feeling warm and fuzzy and good inside after your lips left mine
I just pray in my heart that you are still that same old guy
Who stuck flowers in my hair and made me dance in the rain

My old blue guitar sits snug on my leg as I jam out to your old favorite song

For a moment you’re here with me once again but I realize it’s just an illusion of my heart

Because if you were here and watching me with my old guitar sitting snug on my leg

You would surely have cried at the sight

I think to that day a long time ago, the day when my whole world ended

I got the call on my phone while I was painting my toenails pink - Your favorite pink

I heard the words of your mom and I didn’t believe her

She said there was nothing to do but come say goodbye
 

And I cried

Oh I cried

I cried and I cried and I cried for many long nights

 

And your old blue guitar sits snug on my leg as I jam out to your old favorite song

For a moment you’re here with me once again but I realize it’s only an illusion of my heart

And if you were here and watching me with your old blue guitar sitting snug on my leg

You would surely have cried at the sight

Oh you would surely have cried at the sight

 

My old blue guitar sits snug on my leg as I jam out to your old favorite song

For a moment you’re here with me once again but I realize it’s just an illusion of my heart

Because if you were here and watching me with my old guitar sitting snug on my leg

You would surely have cried at the sight