Saturday, 20 April 2013

Running Free

No regrets, nothing to prove, just my word that I’m over you
You try to hide your true intentions behind a million petty lies
For so long, I believed you; I trusted everything that you said
You broke me down, like I was worthless, like you didn’t care

I believed all the false things that you tried to put inside my head
And that lead to me being broken like I was just another toy
I used to love you like you claimed to love me, but not anymore
For I have grown stronger than a solid mountain, you helped me grow

You touched my heart, with a scalpel and slowly the tears began to show
The pain that you put me through was more than I have ever known
I hope you’re happy now with the monster you’ve created
Because there’s no taming me now

I will survive all this heartbreak, and I will beat this stupid game
I was a victim and now I am free to be anything that I choose
I never wanted this to happen; I tried my hardest to reverse
But through all your broken heartlessness, you broke yourself

Don’t expect me to be there waiting when you need me one day
I’ll be running free and wild, on my own without a single care
I will be so happy without your painful clutches grabbing me
Holding me so tightly that I cannot even seem to bleed

Thursday, 11 April 2013

On My Own

Am I destined to walk the cobbled stone?
My gaze belongs to no one but the skies
No hand returns my grasp, I am alone
My eyes tell truth but my mouth only lies

To me, there is very little beauty
I do not have the one who holds my heart
I cannot find my way, I cannot see
I wish to turn the clock and to restart

How can I love him so very deeply?
His heart belongs to another, not me 
Loneliness - its gaze, its eyes stare bleakly
Fore’er shall I roam, for eternity.

Yet alas, I see that I have been blind
For I have me, myself and my own mind