Heart Beat's Slow

When I find you,
when you're here,
It'll be alright dear,
It'll disappear,
All the hardships
And the heartbreak
Because my darling,
You'll be right here.

When the moon is low
And your heart beat's slow
I'll be behind you,
I'll be beside you

'Cuz when your heart beat's slow
I will never let you go.
You'll be my only
My one and only.

And know I'm with you,
In heart and soul.
It'll be alright, dear
All of your fears
Will be forgotten,
Love will prevail.

Because my darling,
I'll be right here.

When the moon is low
And your heart beat's slow
I'll be behind you,
I'll be beside you

'Cuz when your heart beat's slow
I will never let you go.
You'll be my only
My one and only.

And it's alright to feel low
When the world is so cold
I'll be here to catch you
When you fall

When the moon is low
And your heart beat's slow
I'll be behind you,
I'll be beside you

'Cuz when your heart beat's slow
I will never let you go.
You'll be my only
My one and only.

Forget

Three shots of vodka, one for each name
A puff of smoke for each game played
I'll drown my sorrows until I forget
That your stupid ass even exists.

You took my heart and gripped it like a vice
Relentlessly held it until I lost breath
Had me wrapped around your finger
Now I only want to singe the memories.

I trusted you and you ruined me completely
What was once whole is now just a mess
I used to think that you were the one
Now I want you to burn you, hot as the sun.

Three shots of vodka, one for each name

A puff of smoke for each game played
I'll drown my sorrows until I forget
That your stupid ass even exists.

You had my love and you chose to kill
Never again will I admit how I feel
Ill never be able to repeat what happened
I wish I  could fire the gun through the air.

I'll never forget and I'll never heal
You've crushed me to less than a powdery dust
I'll never let go of what you decided
Because your lust was out of control.

Three shots of vodka, one for each name
A puff of smoke for each game played
I'll drown my sorrows until I forget
That your stupid ass even exists.

Eternity

The world works in mysterious ways

Immense pain leads to serious gain

Those once broken later become strong

Those once in power, greed will devour

There is no control, no truthful reality

Only what we allow to thrive exists

No purpose without a meaningful action

No way to remain eternal as we seek to be

Beyond the realm of human authority

Welcome to the world of living hell

Recognition and safety arrive with knowing:

There is no escaping the clutches of time

Your Hateful Sin

Just like that you walked away

After promising that you were here to stay

I cannot express the amount of pain

This infliction on my soul will stain

How stupid was it to give my heart

In hope of a long sort new start

In you I put the last of my trust

All for that one ounce of lust

How sad it is that you allowed

My destruction over your being proud

How pointless was my opening

Up to all your hateful sin

Grateful I am for the lessons taught

To always give a second thought

Before allowing yourself to drown

At the hands of a selfish clown

Make Them Wonder

Cry

Your own your own

Sigh

You’re all alone

Die

Now it’s all gone

Good bye

Lie

It’s a dark time

Fly

Right into the night

Rely

On the secret plight

Tonight

Deny

That you’re not all right

Blithe

And live without fright

Ignite

The essence of the fight

Tie

The loose ends

Tight

Fight

For all of your rights

Light

Your soul in the night

Entice

The audience in delight

Uptight

And they wonder of your

Plight 

Confusion

Trapped in a world where nobody hears your screams, your dreams are just darkness

Hoping that one day you’ll remember what it felt like to know how to breathe

Tragedy surrounds you, consumes you, yet none of it is real

It’s all in your mind, a way to make you feel.

Recall and rejoice the few hours of fun, the moments just before all was consumed

Once upon a memory, a girl had something to which she could look forward

Now she only has pain and regrets and way to make herself

Forget who she is and forget all her dreams.

Used to be able to accept that feeling that used to well up just below the surface

Hard enough to find inspiration, to attempt to do what once was so mundane

Less motivation, more aggravation, no way to escape but to fight through

Alone and confused, but what can she do?

What would you say if I said reach within you, see what is right there, exposed

That hopelessness is the demon that rages inside you, clawing to be free?

If I said that the poem were me, would you lay down beside me?

Would you hold my hand and take this journey?

Let’s be free, you and me, forever, together, you can be my cliché

I will love you and hold you and all that comes with you

If you simply accept that I too come with baggage

Our confusion creates the perfect marriage.

You allow me to see, what once used to be a world full of harmony

I thank you for showing your truth and your knowing

Of what it truly means to be happy

Thank you, for showing me.

Do Angels Know?

Hold me tight, kiss me good night

I've got a yearning in my heart

I've been dreaming of this moment all my life

And I've finally gotten it in my grasp

You know what makes me smile,

What makes me feel down,

You tell me your life story at two AM

And I listen with patient ears

Do angels know how to fly higher than the sky?

Do angels know what it means to fulfill their dreams?

Do angels know how to love with all they've got?

Do angels know how to give with all their souls?

‘Cuz I know.

At night I lie awake and wonder

How this came to be my life

You tell me that I’m pretty and you say it with glee

And I deny it, every time

Tell me that you want me

We’ll stay forever young

You’ll ply me a melody whilst I sing along

And we’ll know true happiness

Do angels know how to fly higher than the sky?

Do angels know what it means to fulfill their dreams?

Do angels know how to love with all they've got?

Do angels know how to give with all their souls?

‘Cuz I know.

Promises are broken, yeah you took it away

My once perfect reality was just a façade

You took my dreams and tore them like my wings

And I know, I know

That angels know how to fly higher than they sky

And angels know what it means to fulfill their dreams

Angels know how to love with all they've got

Angels know how to give with all their souls

But you don’t

No you don’t

And I know.